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I had a shitty week.
Nothing bad happened and nothing was wrong except for me.
Im feel like ive been fighting battles with myself all week and I cant really figure out why.
Ive always believed that everything happens for a reason but the overall unfairness of life is bothering me. Pissing me off.
And I know life is unfair.
Its hard to see the "reason" behind some situations.
Some things just shouldnt happen.

The other night I was laying in bed and thinking that I wish I could always feel as happy as I did right then.
But I know I wont.
And I wish I could never need meds again.
But I know I will.

I hope I snap out of this soon.
One day Ill wake up and have no idea why I was feeling like this.